pernah sekali aku menangis teresak-esak bagai anak kecil
saat menefon ummi dari asrama.
salam bersambut, tanpa muqaddiah aku terus meluah rasa.
'ma, deqwa penat lah asyik layan kerenah orang je...' tekakku terasa berpasir.
'kenapa ni deqwa ..? ya Allah...', suara ummi risau benar.
aku lantas bercerita panjang. penat juga asyik bersabar.
sungguh, terkadang rasa ingin hidup dalam dunia sendiri
perlukah semu perkara dijelaskan ?
why don't you take out a minute from your life to think rationally
of what I did. or why don't I behave sometimes.
well you won't know how much others have been keeping it to themselves
and me too... won't know how much you guys have been keeping it to yourselves
of my attitude, my behavior and stuffs.
pernah sekali Ummi kata, anak ummi duduk jauh dari ummi
bila telefon asyik menangis je, sakit apa semuanya sendiri.
tapi takpa Ma, sahabat ramai menemani :) tak perlu Ma risau sangat.
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Allah, can I not break today's fast ..?
because then it will mean the end of Ramadhan...
no more bonuses, no more Sahur and Terawikh,
Allahumma Solli Ála Sayyidina Muhammad :') *listening to Sami Yusuf*
sahabat, thanks for keeping up with me all these years,
Maaf zahir batin. Kullu am wa antum bikhair.
Minal aidin wal faizin ^^
