"Open up, let it all out tonight
... yeah, open up
Everything will be alright"
stay away from me. back-off.
I'm not a good person.
malam tadi sembang dengan bambak about my current issues. kalau takde bambak taktaulah cane nak deal. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah :'] kalau kat gopeng teringat Syida Rohaizan. She's like the coolest girl I've ever know. paling takleh lupa masa kat exam hall- gap between spm papers. nanges kat sana cam hape tah and syida jelah yang ada waktu tu. tiga jam takleh berhenti nanges lagi, dah call bazmi pun camtu gak. teruk sungguh kawalan emosi.
breakdown yang agak kronik.
tapi segala kesakitan waktu tu hanya tinggal kenangan. it's not that pain that I remember till now, but your presence and the comfort you offer (; jadi manis pulak sekarang. all that.
it has always been that way in life I guess.
kan ?
Aturan Allah buat dah cantik sempurna. Terpulang nak patuh atau ingkar.
Surah Ibrahim: 8
PS: having heart-to-heart conversation dengan kakak buat rasa terharu sangat :"D
