In the name of Allah.
I'm done.
staying away from you for like nearly a week ?
I needed to pick up those shattered pieces. and put it back together again.
though it'd never be the same again...
during those time I've been thinking.
does the pain caused by only you ?
or it's just me trying to distract myself by creating my own black sheep for me to blame ?
for all the things that displease me.
and during those time I couldn't snap out of the memory of us.
how you'd offer me medication when I'm terribly sick,
stay by my bedside listening to me, groaning in pain
when there's nothing you can do to lessen the pain
and watch me till I fall asleep
that memory of us that softens my heart
thanks, yo :'] I miss us.
